Tuesday, February 22, 2005
depressed. depressed. depressed.
did nothing much today. except for practicing that clap again. =P they were saying that i'm obsessed with the clap already. but it's fun though, in my own opinions. had violin tuition today. and we had the schubert room. whee...and there's this mr whatshisname from holland i think. although he's weird, but i think he's better than that professor wilkinson(however it's spelled)
okay. i'll start moaning now...why must i ALWAYS feel depressed at night. why? why? why? actually not only at night. some times in the day too. i think i practically can't sleep or close by eyes to rest them now. you know why? because i'll start thinking of Canada once i close my eyes. sigh. and i'll think of what'll happen after i come back to singapore. thinking of it really frightens me. i don't want to go through that all again. sighhh. but thinking of reaching the airport and spending nearly a whole month there, really cheers me up. i'm really looking forward to june holidays! i really can't wait. then, finally for nearly one whole month, i won't feel depressed at night. rejoice! oh. and clar or clare consoled me that i'll only have to wait 3 more months. oh great. how short can that be? sighhh!
alright. i still have to go to sleep even though i'll still think of Canada. i will definitely not survive without my sleep. there i go, jumping into bed! and feeling depressed...
[95 days to Canada!]
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:47 AM